The Pilot 2

4/24, is today’s date Brand new book, on song 8 I don’t wanna lie, I wanna keep it straight 11:49, I ain’t even ate But I ain’t gonna die, I’ll be okay Cause I know the game, I just never play I ain’t there yet, but know to fake It till you make it- And I’m trying, but can’t catch a break When they see me now they drawing conclusions Feeling like my whole life’s a illusion Got a guard on my heart for intrusions While I’m in the booth writing and producing I’m reviewing and removing and renewing And pursuing and improving but concluding, It’s not enough wins for the fuckin time I’m loosing Feeling’s not what it’s supposed to be Feeling like nobody is close to me Nobody holds the key Nobody taught me how to poker face so now nobody will fold but me Pain to emcee They don’t talk to me, I’m too bourgeois I disagree, but I guarantee I’ll always be authenticity Realest one in the streets, no hyperbole Oh yeah I got a major in English Oh wait no i ain’t really finish Dropped out with a 4.0 only stayed long enough for the business specifics I guess I made myself another statistic Like they doing already judge for my appearance So I’m fearing what is nearing It’s the future and it’s Erie Using the pen to connect thru my lyrics To ya feelings Through your hearing To my fan base, Love em dearly I just wanna raise your spirit every time you hear me Or your near me, Or you see me Or you touch me, Or you feel me, but see clearly I’m feeling weary, I apologize to you, sincerely Cause you stayed here, through the dark times and held Lex down, for a long time Bonnie and Clyde with my fans, yeah we all crime So whenever it’s a show, bet I’m on time And I’m sorry to the ones that I hurt through My pain, no I never meant to hurt you I love strange, it’s a strain, now it’s sprained, Baby let me be ya cane; Know ya pain is a virtue Look, ok and I’m back now I promise this time, I won’t back down Yeah I’m coming for the win, It’s a fact now Demons won’t stop me this time, get the smack down Like 2 dubs, We the new ones Yeah it’s all love, Yeah it’s all cool If you stay true, then we all Blood I ain’t no Crip, but we all Cuhz Got damn, I’m in pain bruh Took Neighborhood Nip, it’s insane bruh You ain’t really have no one up in ya lane bruh Yeah you made us proud, see it through London’s pain bruh But it’s okay, Gotcha back, Ma Yeah the marathon continues, I’m on track, Ma And we can never ever quit, it’s a fact, Ma Cause we got that melanin magic because we black, Ma Fix ya crown bae, yeah it’s queen shit No sweat, never let the haters see it Time to boss up, we on that mean shit Buildin a legacy everybody can see it [Hook:] So fix ya crown bae, you know it’s queen shit No sweat, never let the haters see it Time to boss up, we on that mean shit Build a legacy everybody can see it